AH! help me....

I really can't choose between these 2 guys. One is damn cute (tat's y I like him) one is damn nice and a little, little, little cute (tat's y I like HIM).... =) I really don kno who 2 choose!!!!! I really like the latter but the other guy just won't leave my freaking mind!!!! O.o hope I'll choose one of them... But for now, I think I just wait and see what happens in the near future.... =P

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I don't want to force you to like me cause I know you don't....... *sigh* ....... But I'm still heart broken!

heart broken....

I don't want to kill myself cause if I do I won't be able to see him anymore... I know he doesn't like me and I totally respect that. You can't force love, can you. I really am okay with it. So I just don't know why I'm so sad... Why I feel like my lively, happy and playful soul has been snatched and replaced with a sad little soul.... I really can't explain why I'm so... =(
Maybe it's just cause I'm heart-broken.... T.T

Help me!!!

I think everyone knows who I like! Even the guy I like know I like him! (T.T) I am so dead. When should I kill myself... Can't tommorow cause got NAPFA and Arabic test... Maybe Saturday ah... hahas, anyway, Geography was the worst today. At the end of the lesson, my friend kept on saying his name to me. OUT LOUD SOME MORE! -.- omigosh.... confirm people will find out. Now the whole class know sial... It all started with one person! With one person I regret so much! No point crying.... =(

Woke up happy today!

Everton won 3-2 to Blackburn! Yay! My friend uploaded all her sports day pictures and she caught the guy I like quite a few times. =) LOL! Later I'm going bake cookies! So exited! Tommorow monday, got school and netball.... Hopefully I can at least say hi to the guy I like.... So malu!!!!

Yesterday's talk...

Yesterday was sports day and i played soccer. Boring! I'd rather benchball... lol. =) I saw the guy i like tons of times... he's damn cute and he walked past me like a million times i think... hahas... he ran but he very slow. even though a VERY fast runner was in his team (he ran relay) his team won 4th in the end I think... LOL... hahas... =) oh yeah and my friend told him, "Afiah want to say hi to you but she malu so on her behalf I say hi 2 u." in a chat she had with him on Thursday. Then he said, "Oh ok." then after awhile he said, "say hi to her back for me. =)" LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL! =D I wish I could just go up to him and say hi face-to-face but I'm too shy.... And he walks too fast... =( My mouth just won't open and I just blank out sometimes.... *SIGH*....

Oh-oh....

Yesterday was the best day of my life! I saw the guy I like and like stood 3 feet away from him. And my friend who knows I like him kept on telling me, while the guy I like was beside him, "I tell him ah, I tell him ah, I tell him ah..." NON-STOP! And the guy I like was laughing and smilling all the way to the first floor. (cause the library is on the 4th floor and we were going down the stircase) Ouh! He's so damn cute!!!! His face is like stuck in my head.... *sigh*
But the bad thing is, I think he suspect rady sia I like him.... die die die..... My two friends say maybe he like me back, but how can you be for sure? I hope he does lah, but if he doesn't it's ouhkay.... LOL... =)

Skip again!

Today i saw the guy I like many times. =) He walked past just now and we eye contact for 2 seconds then act like we don't know each other. =( .......I wish he'd talk...... Anyway, my friend keeps on saying BERAK and TAHI.... Disgusting sial that boy! Lame! Today I have to skip Chinese conversational class and Arabic class just for the boring art workshop... BOO sia! Then I spent like half of my time there with him which was horibble. Boring! Too bad I have to skip two classes because of Art Workshop..... -.- I'm so tired, and some more, tommorow my father not sending cause he not at home tommorow morning..... DIE man.... die.... tommorow have geography test and litreature lesson.... Oh well, just have to try enjoy myself. LOL. Byes!

LoVe...LoVe....LoVe

Today I made chocolate chip cookies. I want to make some more! This coming holiday I promise you I'm going to make more! I didn't have the chance to take pictures of this batch cause they finished before I could even grab my phone. =) hahas...... Anyway, I just finished my Litreature homework and I'm left with my Home Econs homework..... Scared I fail home econs ah... =( Today was boring. But I got something to tell you.... I'd kill to see the two of them together as a couple... ;) ..........F & A.......... sWeEt CoUpLe.... =)

I feel like screaming!

You guys play like babies! I watch you also I get bored instantly. How do you expect to win? Now you're blaming the referee and your opponent as the reason you lost! What's your problem!? I don't like you guys! I hope you always lose! v_v