Help me!!!

I think everyone knows who I like! Even the guy I like know I like him! (T.T) I am so dead. When should I kill myself... Can't tommorow cause got NAPFA and Arabic test... Maybe Saturday ah... hahas, anyway, Geography was the worst today. At the end of the lesson, my friend kept on saying his name to me. OUT LOUD SOME MORE! -.- omigosh.... confirm people will find out. Now the whole class know sial... It all started with one person! With one person I regret so much! No point crying.... =(